Too Much

[broken angel]

Fuck all this shit
I can't handle it anymore
My feelings sway back and forth
Like a fragile tree in a wind storm
I've gone and fucked everything up
Like usual
Why does this always happen
It's a sin for me to be happy
Anyone who tries will be punished
As soon as I gain control of the situation
It slips through my fingers again
I have no power over myself it seems
Easy enough to fall in love
Impossible to trust
Even if it means trusting one's own heart
Past times can fuck over
Any thoughts of a future
Never again will I go through that shit
Need to give up on love
No one gets hurt that way

[parch]

yeah.

well the anger is definately felt.

keep posting...

like to get into the feeling.